30 Days about Me:Day 17

Day 17- Your Biggest Insecurity and; Something About Yourself You Are Proud Of

My biggest insecurity would be that I will be left alone. I worry about that all the time. I worry that since I have spent so many years working for someone else that I haven't spent enough time and effort on my marriage. I have been married to my hubby for 22 years now. We have had our share of troubles, but I know we can strengthen and build a new realtionship together.  

I also worry that have spent too much time working that I didn't raise my children "good" enough. Since I am working for myself now, and that is my only "job", I feel I can focus on the hubby, kids, and myself now.

I also worry about body image like so many other women. I have always had issues with weight, but I know I am fighting a genitics issue, not just what I eat, or how much I exercise. (But those choices are getting better too!)

Something about me that makes me proud - one of many things is....my marriage! Not giving up, fighting for it, learning how to be patient with myself and my hubby. I went back to school, and finished my Associates of Applied Science Degree. Which means I fast tracked to get to work. To finish it up, I have general ed classes to take. (Science, Physical Ed, and a few others.)

I am also proud of getting off my butt, and discovering I can do things! I can be active. I can choose to eat better, I can choose to exercise. I choose to love my family. I choose to love my hubby. I choose to love me! Because I want to be a better me!